i am me.
i am a princess.
because my Father is the King of Kings.

i fell 20 thousand miles from heaven.
Jesus picked me up and set me by His side
in a place called heaven.

broken body, broken soul
in a broken world made of broken pieces.
but He came to us, love unspoken
in His hands the broken pieces He holds.

there is a joy in my heart unparallel to anything on earth.
only those who are in the light, as i am, share this joy with me.

Dan the Man vs Dan the Weirdo

i mean, seriously!
one's a perfect gentleman..kind, thoughful, helpful, faithful n examplary..passionate abt his work and sch n well, jus a very ncie guy! he's the man, man!
the other one..
ok besides the fact tt he's kinda weird, like, a weirdo? not to say tt he's not everything the other daniel is..he is ok in some aspects, but if there's one thing abt him tt irks me, it's how irksome he is! i mean, he totally irritates me because he is just so, plain irritating!
why? u ask me WhY?!?!
he is such a petty prat!
i mean, cant u just for darn sake close an eye and give her 2 cookies to share? i mean, for heaven's sake it's suppose to be YOUR treat n it's not like it's such a heavy finanacial burden on u..and yar! precisely because it's not abt the money - u are sooooo xin1 xiong1 xia2 zhai3! so xiao3 jia1 zi3 qi4!
and u still have to make yingz feel bad after i paid u back..stupid cow.
i still remember the first time i asked him for help...to carry my file cos my back was aching n i was really tired. he carried it for one flight of stairs and said "can u take it back"
i mean like, puh-lease!
dudes, do the girls a favour and DO NOT take a leaf out of his book.
ni3 jiu4 bu4 neng2 you3 shen1 shi4 feng1 du4 dian3 ma?!?!?
and for goodness sake! i'll sooner become the president of united states than like a guy like tt!
i mean, he was cute, but u know when an irritating personality covers everything else up, it's enough to ruin any gd impression wadsoever.
i mean, even brad pitt will become intolerable, not to mention him. i mean, like, he's nowhere near brad pitt's league.
and yeah i know i'm not perfect..wo3 you3 zi4 zhi1 zhi1 ming2! bu xiang4 mou3 xie1 ren2...
but tt doesnt stop me from pointing out the fact tt u are totally ungentlemanly.
because seriously, i've given u ur fair chance. i was nice to u. i avoided conflicts n steered clear of u but did it make u think twice abt being so bias?
NoOoOo~
oh to give him credit, he offered me a fry. but who knows why he really did...
oh-kay yes he eventually gave me his fries when i asked..
BUT!
you were so irritating today i wanted to box u.
*huffs*

i'm feeling so much better now.

yingz and gen, go ahead and read and laugh.

RaNdOm PiCkS

so irritated by some evil prankster who goes around with fake accounts faking comments and posting advertisements on our blogs..be gone, you evil phantom!
i had to republish by prev entry which is why the date may seemed a lil' screwed up..
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these days, imma writing down all the things i hafta do [it filled up one whole page of my A4 notebk] cos there simply aint enough space up here *points to brain* to organise everything according to chronology and categories..gosh! how can life be so filled? and in more than one ways, at that..
i'm jus glad tt while my schedule's filling out, my spiritual and emotional banks are filling up too :)
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i'll always remember..
it was late afternoon;
it lasted forever..
and ended so soon.
you were all by yourself, staring out
at the dark red sky.
i was changed...
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food test on monday!!! arrrgh! 6 needles all at once? *shudders* too freaky to even think abt..
i like my phone
i like my shoes
i like my room wall
i like my geog notes
i like my sch u
i like canteen food
i like my comforter
i like everything in my life cos it's a gift :)

milo dinosaurs are nice...

the moon's been real gorgeous the past few nights..havent checked it tonight yet, but i can still remember how bright and huge it was! it seemed so unreal..and there was the reflection of the light in your eyes and u think u're watching smth tt's computer generated..
but the night breeze's in your face n hair and u know it's for real...
darn it.
i love the night skies.
heck.
i love the sky no matter what time of the day.

sonic..sonic who?

i am ashamed to admit that i had no idea "sonic" had anything to do with sound *guilty*
i honestly thought the meaning of the word didn't go any further than sonic the hedgehog and some street fighter sonic boom power move (or was it dragonballZ..?)
anw!
haha now i know better..
SONICFEST totally rokced the socks off me! i was so tired on the last day i nearly collapsed but gosh! i must say, sonicflood is uber cool!!! and the performance by planetshakers on the second day was totally awesome! relieving the moments at synergiz.. as usual i had to lug myself home, barely making it on my jelly-legs..
and good grief for once i actually missed my stop..
ok actually it's probably more amazing that i've never missed my stop before all those times when i slept on the trip...for some strange reason i will always wake up slightly before my stop..there were a few times when i actually woke on the dot - when the bus jerked to a stop at my stop but hey! i've never missed my stop :D i'm one fortunate soul...
so last night, i woke up all bleary-eyed and reallised i was 4 stops away..and goodness was i tired! it's like, close to midnight and i've jus spent the day dancing, walking home in the freezing rain getting thoroughly soaked, jumping around on a slope at a highly charged concert and walking seemingly a mile to the bus stop...
anw, i recalled my dad's offer earlier on in the day and called him to pick me up...
i have one awesome, loving dad man. anyone lesser would have let me cross the road to catch the next bus instead of coming out in the middle of the night to pick me up. i must give him a hug later...
i seriously have many things to be thankful for...
1) a free pass to all 3 days of sonicfest!!! like, GAWD tt's $70 worth of music and show..thanks joylynn! *cheers* pity i cldnt make it for the first day tho :/ but i enjoyed myself a whole lot and yes i want to get those CDs...
2)my extra-kind, extra-loving dad :)
3)uber nice and understanding HCl teacher
4)hashbrowns to eat in the morning
5)finally finishing my 《三国演义》 project *wipes sweat from brows* and since i'm on the subject of my dad, i might as well proclaim his prowess in the realms of chinese history and literature..like, goodness he is definitely heaven sent to save me from a tight project deadline on -what else?- his fave topic :)
life is good.
God is good.
*flounces off in sweet, sweet joy*

Rain

"..i am found in Your embrace"
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you know how during some time od the day you just feel completely detached and lost amongst the crowds?

i am lost when i walk away..
and need to come back to You and find myself again..
in Your embrace..
that's where i'll find what i seek
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"let the rain fall down and wake my dreams..
let it wash away my sanity!
cause i wanna feel the thunder i wanna scream
let the rain fall down
i'm coming clean.."
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walked home in the rain.
was soaked through my skin...utterly, compeltely drenched!
oh but it felt good...so refreshing..
some day, when i dont have my bag n file with me, when i'm baggage-free! i'm gonna stand in the rain and feel it soak through my skin..
and then i'll dance in the rain..
with joy.
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"..rain down on me..rain down on me
here in Your presence i am free..
pour down like rain
come and touch me again
Lord let your presence fall on me.."

let's talk about LOVE

"..don't say you love me..
you don't even know me..."
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don't try
to tie me down
with commitment and emotions
with a single word

i'm not that girl from yester-year...
so if you want to come near
you gotta ask for permission
and whatever reason
you have
i'm not the one to hear
...
speak to the keeper of my heart
only he knows when i shld part
with the key
only he knows when
the time is right for me
only he knows
who is worthy

for everything precious that u try to buy
make sure you're able to pay the price
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"here's our play, here's where you stand..
here's what to prove to carry it further than
where it's been.."

Red..n white!

i've got my red-n-white board shorts, my red-n-white socks and ren-n-white shoes...
now all i'm missing is the shirt..maybe i shld paint half my red shirt white [or half my white shirt red]
anw..
ee-urgh i'm all hot n sticky n bothered cos i've been in front of the comp for awhile when i was suppose to shower..wad to do..someone said there was something wrong wiyth my friendster [and btw, wad's wrong? i dont see anth wrong..?!?!]
no moods to write anything now, which is kinda sad cos lots been happening..
but if i had to sum it all up, it'll be this..PRAISE LORD!

..to be able to praise Him even in times of pain, sorrow, hardship, and hot-n-botheredness even..
now tt's true joy!
bless ye' all hearts n soul tt are yearning for His Word and Love

they say there is a God-shaped vacuum in every man's [woman's] heart..
i say "aye!" to tt!